These are all of the poems I have written.
~~ Poems I made ~~
~My Mistakes~ 0
I always live in misery,
My past mistakes always haunt me,
I've hurt some friends and lost some others.
I wish we could forgive each other,
And when I look at the night sky,
I'm all alone and start to die,
I made mistakes I can't take back,
I feel like I'm having a heart attack,
I wish I had my friends with me again.
I wont make mistakes like I did back then.
~My fire~ 1
Douser of my fire, Lighter of my flame,
I am not a liar, But I will take the blame.
I am love, Feel no fright
I will stay with you all night
~Prayer~ 2
If I stay with you tonight,
Will you believe that I'm right?
I believe we are meant to be,
So, I pray, you stay with me.
~Dreams~ 3
If I could breathe the air you breathe,
It would bring me to my knees,
If I could be with you,
It would be a dream come true.
~Fog~ 4
Foggy life, Foggy eyes,
All my fog is a disguise,
All I ever feel is pain,
Unless I'm with you again,
Even though my life is slow,
I don't always feel so low,
I have my special little girl,
And to her I'd give the world.
~Fixed~ 5
You have fixed what once was broken,
With all of the words you've spoken,
Ever after I fell apart,
You were able to fix my heart.
~Sacrifices~ 6
My life in broken bones,
Broken hearts that no one knows,
I'll look into your eyes,
And still I'll sacrifice,
All the souls for a mile,
Just so I can see your smile.
~Kiss~ 7
We live our lives with locked hearts,
We never try to push apart,
Even though we are always missed,
All we want to do is kiss,
And all we do is reminisce,
And all we want to do is kiss
~Hearts~ 8
Your love, Your life,
We kiss, We fight,
All along our hearts just grew,
But this is what I always knew
~On My Knees~ 9
Please don't say goodbye,
'Cuz then I'll ask you why,
Why would you ever leave,
Leave me here on my knees
~My Remedy~ 10
Broken hearts are healed,
Love is what we feel,
We are one and all forever,
You are the thing that makes me better,
You make my life all extremity
You will always be my Remedy
~Exist~ 11
I exist simply to be,
If someone you love let that someone be me,
If at all, it would fall apart,
then maybe, my baby,
you would still hold my heart?
~Call~ 12
No guts no glory, I'm all alone,
And still I sit by my phone.
Waiting for my angels voice,
But her call is her choice.
~Tombstones~ 13
With broken hearts and broken bones,
We stand among our own tombstones,
Ghost of past and time amiss,
We lived alone without a kiss,
And time perished mercilessly,
And yet no one sends us pity.
~Sorrow~ 14
Sorrow last, Sorrow lie,
Sorrow until the day I die,
If Sorrow is what I should be,
Then why does life do this to me?
~End~ 15
All of life comes to an end,
And all of life is the world in blend,
God's colors and lights unto the earth,
And it is all yours from death to birth.
~Light~ 16
The roaring flames we live without,
And with water through our drought,
All you see is the light,
It always guides us through the night,
Always here and always strong,
It's because of you I go on.
~Love Lost*~ 17
Love is lost but not yet gone,
Hearts are made and strung along,
If life and love go together,
I'll find who I'm meant to be with forever.
~A Love Lasts Longer~ 18
Siting alone and slowly dying,
And all the others are watching and crying,
And the end is not too far away,
But love can always make us stay,
And for this love is why we live,
And for this love my life I'd give,
For love spans to infinity,
This love is like a divinity.
~Night and Rain~ 19
The stars are always out at night,
With the moon the sky is bright,
And with the clouds in the sky,
The light there and then becomes shy,
And hides behinds its shroud,
And the sounds become loud,
And then it begins to rain,
And life in forests begin again.
~In Chains~ 20
Misery in stories unspoken,
Trading lives for just one token,
After the deal is closed and done,
You just sold a life under a burning sun.
~Holy Tome~ 21
In life there is a sacred tome,
Is not hidden in cave nor dome,
You find this book in a simple place,
Always bearing the same face,
But yet you see what isn't said,
Because of the story you've just read.
~Just~ 22
Push the boundaries, Pull the seams
Just to see the strength of dreams,
Just keep playing with my heart,
Just to see it fall apart.
~Lost~ 23
All the time I want to scream,
I cant even see my own dream,
I wish and wish with all my might,
That I might find myself tonight.
~Torn~ 24
Hearts are torn, hearts are dead,
Her name is always in my head,
She can be my remedy,
Even if she does not love me.
~Still Live~ 25
I shall live solitary,
I will exist momentarily,
When the sun is fully eclipsed,
I will live to reminisce,
The loves I've had and loves I've lost,
And love I wish never crossed
~After the Dark~ 26
Forever I stand, broken inside,
I shall remain even though all else died,
Even after all the dark,
I still find her in my heart.
~Love her always?~ 27
Does she hate, Does she love?
Is this all put up above,
I wonder if I'll be alone,
Even when I'm in my home.
I wonder when it will rise,
Or if the love needs sacrifice.
~Heart Still Beating~ 28
Heart still beating I lay alive,
I live for that which I will strive,
And love leads me astray,
Hopefully not to my dismay,
I can live in harmony,
And all in someones memory.
~Exists No Longer~ 29
I am naught, I am dread,
All the inside is all dead.
Everything you think you see,
Is an illusion of the old me.
If I could go to a time past,
I would go to that time fast.
A time when I could have been stronger,
But that man Exists no longer.
~Spirit of Soldiers~ 30
In tears of loved ones that shall fall,
We see reflections of us all,
We died so that they live on,
And they all breaking into song,
Through the wars in which we wrought,
All Soldiers hear are gunshots,
We depend on our warriors thus,
They live, They fight, They die for us,
~A Beautiful Place~ 31
This beautiful place,
On beautiful days,
All is always worth the fight,
And we will get through with our life,
Even through all the hate,
I can still appreciate,
All of the wonderful grace,
Of this forever beautiful place.
~War's Scorn~ 32
War afar, war astray,
But the people get in the way,
If one dies by the end of the day,
All the world will turn to gray,
The war will end and all will mourn,
The life gone because of war's scorn.
~Learn~ 33
Now its finally your turn,
Now it is your time to learn,
The time to stand up for yourself,
So you wont be put on a shelf.
~Found me~ 34
See you, Remember me?
From the dream or fantasy?
From when all of the lights went dim,
You walked forward on a whim,
Looking for some company,
And in that darkness you found me.
~Marching Forward~ 35
Marching forward aimlessly,
Looking for a remedy?
Searching for a purpose past?
Running from a place more ghast?
Looking learning everywhere,
Always avoiding every snare,
Trying not to fall apart,
But the remedy is in your heart.
~I Tell You~ 36
I tell you that I am me,
I tell you I'm not crazy,
I tell you I will make it better,
That I will be here for you forever,
Never leave and never die,
And you know the reason why.
Even though it seems above you,
I tell you I truly love you
~A Greater Love~ 37
We search for what we know lies above,
We can find that greater love,
A love in which I lend my life,
And it is found without the strife.
~Death's Gift~ 38
A legend of all stories told,
Of when all of the souls are sold,
For this story lies no repth,
For the buyer is named Death,
Do not fear the final fate,
For it brings you to heaven's gate.
~Love me, Love me not~ 39
In your hands lies my heart,
You could choose to tear apart,
In my hand lies the pen,
I write this from within my den,
I wait for someone to go above,
And say "To you I give my Love"
~# 40~ 40
Forty poems from my heart,
When I love or fell apart,
I wrote until I was worn,
Writing of love and war's scorn,
Forty poems I wrote at night,
Forty poems of dark and light,
If everyone has a legacy,
Then let THIS be my memory.
~Ashes Remain~ 41
If all the world is already wrought,
When malice is what our wars brought,
The love far gone and long far dead,
The happiness is in your head,
When ashes remain and headstones fall,
War will devour us all.
~Love Heals~ 42
If love is what can save a life,
Pull a burning heart from strife,
Help a puppet off the strings,
And free the caged bird who only sings,
Help the hurt and save the broken,
And heal the others with the words spoken,
If love can help us all go free,
Then I hope I find the love for me.
~Parade of Hearts~ 43
A parade of broken hearts,
All the people who fell apart,
They loved, lost and marched on,
Marched on into the morning sun,
They went and found some company,
Some of them even found me,
All of those people live their lives,
But notice now there's nothing inside,
I wont be part of that charade,
And so I march in this parade.
~Arctic~ 44
Frozen, barren and without life,
All the dead died in strife,
In the end was waste of hand,
Changing forest into wasteland
All of the frozen air burns,
And causes the winds to turn,
Bringing life into the land,
This is an act of a lords hand
~Knight~ 45
I promise to be her shield,
Even with wounds unhealed,
I promise to be her knight,
Even when she seems alright,
I will protect her from the horde,
With any gun or sword,
After all in the world is right,
I shall live to be her knight.
~Oath~ 46
The lust, the love, all the hearts,
Stay together so we don't fall apart,
Heal the broken, break the healed,
Help all those who see how we feel,
We live, we laugh, we trust
We escape all previous lust,
Protecting the weak and guarding forever,
When will we give up? Never.
This we say without a choke,
This, I swear, Is my Oath
~Friends All Night~ 47
The times we cry,
The times we try,
All of our memories,
And all of the energy,
We cried and laughed,
And even crashed,
All night long just friends.
We stay awake but sleeping inside,
After all of those stupid things we tried,
We played and laughed and joked all night,
Watch movies for the thrill of fright,
Waiting for the sun to rise,
But it never came to my surprise,
All night long again.
~Remember Us~ 48
Love and life a not forgotten,
Even after mind and body rotten,
Life and love will always be,
Spoken to save memories,
All our friends and family,
Met the goal of finality,
A great gate which we all pass,
A life that was gone too fast,
Life and death are intertwined,
Yet when we die the children whine,
Save the hearts of people not gone,
And remember the ones who have passed on.
~Past Me~ 49
The things I say, The things I do,
All can be traced back to you,
All of those lies you've spoken,
And then my heart became broken,
All was fine but all was foul,
Evil hidden under good cowl,
You lied about what was to be,
And did so to your misery.
~Half-Soul~ 50
Half empty, Half full,
A hollow hull,
A ship with holes,
All our half-souls,
A love forgotten,
A hope that's rotten,
All among half eaten souls,
The depression marks look like little bowls,
And time passes still and slow,
We stay awake but sleep below,
All with living half-souls.
~Alive~ 51
I lay bleeding but still alive,
The gunshot stole what I needed to strive,
One fool who hated got a gun,
He walked to school in a morning sun,
He stood in hallways and gunned us down,
Just because they made him frown,
I lay alive and I'm still bleeding,
My heart is still just barely beating,
The moral of the story is,
Respect every being who ever lives.
~Nightmare's Wake~ 52
Every second I lie awake,
I feel every single muscle quake,
A rotted form of a bad dream,
Makes me always want to scream,
Even though it all seemed fair,
It really was a living nightmare,
I sat and stared as it all fell apart,
This one evil girl burned my heart.
~Graduation~ 53
A riot of amazing size,
A bunch of kids on a high rise,
Alive and well they riot the halls,
It would be funny if one falls,
All laughing and ending their year,
It is most of their last time here,
A seniors laugh and playful trick,
We all fit into at least one clique,
All senior pranks for all to adhere,
All because its they're last year
~Stars and Moon~ 54
Stars at night all up and high,
They reach much further than our sky,
Going above until forever,
I wish that human were so clever,
To get to one others with life,
Build a ship with hammer and knife,
Saw and hit metal and wood,
Be a human that we never could,
Be one to go into that space,
Find another faraway place,
See all the different sights,
Look at all the spectral lights,
See the space and go to the moon,
But make sure you come back soon.
~My Gift~ 55
The days and night never end,
I've spent forever on these poems penned,
I hope you like what I've made,
I did it all without aid,
I wrote and got my feelings out,
And did it all beyond the doubt,
From love to war and slavery,
I wrote about soldiers bravery,
I wrote them all through and through,
These are all from me to you.
~The Truest Love~ 56
You can look for true love wherever you go,
When you find it you won't even know,
A heart will sing a symphony,
A love that lives eternally,
A dream that has just come true,
I hope I find one for me and you.
~Dream of Darkness~ 57
When shadows crawl in their wake,
They watch and wait for your mistake,
Waiting around they lie in the dark,
Waiting for someone to fall apart,
They feast on souls and flesh alike,
But they all perish in the light,
They wait forever in darkness serene,
Then I awake and know it's a dream.
~Secret Love~ 58
I love a girl who doesn't know,
I have feelings that wont show,
These thought are always in my head,
They keep awake when in my bed,
I love her so but is not told,
I'd give her my soul but it's already sold,
A world with her is never wrong,
I just hope she's never gone.
~Fragile~ 59
I'm a fragile soul in a violent world,
A quiet one without a word,
I'm a simple shell with few a need,
Lost in a world filled with greed,
The pain around us circulates,
From the abyss it resonates,
Keep the pain locked away,
You might just see the next day.
~Broken Glass~ 60
A heart is like a pane of Glass,
You don't see until it's scratched,
Everyone will just walk past,
Walk through the glass and it will smash,
The falling glass sounds like a harp,
And all the pieces will be sharp,
This glass will forever fall apart,
Just as if it were a broken heart.
~For You.. ~ 61
When tears fall and the world is gray,
For you and only I will stay,
To love and hold you in my arms,
Protect you from the darkest harms,
Stay the light within your heart,
No lies or hate tear it apart,
With care in hand I hold thee tight,
Keep the safe throughout the night.
~Alone and Sad~ 62
In a world full of ash,
I walk on streets of broken glass,
Alone and sad I see the sky,
Just as the rainclouds start to cry,
I sit here and I wait for you,
And I know you're lonely too,
To fix this pain there is no other,
I love both my sister and my brother.
~Misery World~ 63
I saw a world of you and me,
Not this world of misery,
A realm which held love of pure,
And that world seemed like a cure,
I wish that world would soon be true,
A world of both me and you,
Like a dream with you in arms,
Protect you from this world's harms,
Keep you here and warm with me,
Instead of this world of misery.
~Lavender Rose~ 64
I had some dreams,
Nightmares it seems,
Of a girl who had your name,
Her honest eyes were the same,
I laid with her in perfect bliss,
She stole my heart with a kiss,
Love bloomed into the dream,
But the view shattered in a scream,
A gray room entered the view,
And now I am without you,
Now I cannot even propose,
That you take this Lavender Rose.
~With You, My Love~ 65
Wouldn't it be perfectly ideal,
For me to make your dreams real?
The wonders of your mind,
coming true, the same as mine,
We could lay in the grass,
Watching all the clouds roll past,
Without the horrors of the town,
No hate from the ones around,
I would lift all your fears,
I would dry all your tears,
I'd be with you longer than a while,
All I ask is to see your smile...
~Sebastian~
Simple am I,
Easy to be,
Beating the time,
Always to see,
Strangely it seems,
Trying so hard,
I'm tearing the seams,
And falling apart,
Never am I alone.
Deep down I know,
Only I show,
Why I will always love you.
~My Mistakes~ 0
I always live in misery,
My past mistakes always haunt me,
I've hurt some friends and lost some others.
I wish we could forgive each other,
And when I look at the night sky,
I'm all alone and start to die,
I made mistakes I can't take back,
I feel like I'm having a heart attack,
I wish I had my friends with me again.
I wont make mistakes like I did back then.
~My fire~ 1
Douser of my fire, Lighter of my flame,
I am not a liar, But I will take the blame.
I am love, Feel no fright
I will stay with you all night
~Prayer~ 2
If I stay with you tonight,
Will you believe that I'm right?
I believe we are meant to be,
So, I pray, you stay with me.
~Dreams~ 3
If I could breathe the air you breathe,
It would bring me to my knees,
If I could be with you,
It would be a dream come true.
~Fog~ 4
Foggy life, Foggy eyes,
All my fog is a disguise,
All I ever feel is pain,
Unless I'm with you again,
Even though my life is slow,
I don't always feel so low,
I have my special little girl,
And to her I'd give the world.
~Fixed~ 5
You have fixed what once was broken,
With all of the words you've spoken,
Ever after I fell apart,
You were able to fix my heart.
~Sacrifices~ 6
My life in broken bones,
Broken hearts that no one knows,
I'll look into your eyes,
And still I'll sacrifice,
All the souls for a mile,
Just so I can see your smile.
~Kiss~ 7
We live our lives with locked hearts,
We never try to push apart,
Even though we are always missed,
All we want to do is kiss,
And all we do is reminisce,
And all we want to do is kiss
~Hearts~ 8
Your love, Your life,
We kiss, We fight,
All along our hearts just grew,
But this is what I always knew
~On My Knees~ 9
Please don't say goodbye,
'Cuz then I'll ask you why,
Why would you ever leave,
Leave me here on my knees
~My Remedy~ 10
Broken hearts are healed,
Love is what we feel,
We are one and all forever,
You are the thing that makes me better,
You make my life all extremity
You will always be my Remedy
~Exist~ 11
I exist simply to be,
If someone you love let that someone be me,
If at all, it would fall apart,
then maybe, my baby,
you would still hold my heart?
~Call~ 12
No guts no glory, I'm all alone,
And still I sit by my phone.
Waiting for my angels voice,
But her call is her choice.
~Tombstones~ 13
With broken hearts and broken bones,
We stand among our own tombstones,
Ghost of past and time amiss,
We lived alone without a kiss,
And time perished mercilessly,
And yet no one sends us pity.
~Sorrow~ 14
Sorrow last, Sorrow lie,
Sorrow until the day I die,
If Sorrow is what I should be,
Then why does life do this to me?
~End~ 15
All of life comes to an end,
And all of life is the world in blend,
God's colors and lights unto the earth,
And it is all yours from death to birth.
~Light~ 16
The roaring flames we live without,
And with water through our drought,
All you see is the light,
It always guides us through the night,
Always here and always strong,
It's because of you I go on.
~Love Lost*~ 17
Love is lost but not yet gone,
Hearts are made and strung along,
If life and love go together,
I'll find who I'm meant to be with forever.
~A Love Lasts Longer~ 18
Siting alone and slowly dying,
And all the others are watching and crying,
And the end is not too far away,
But love can always make us stay,
And for this love is why we live,
And for this love my life I'd give,
For love spans to infinity,
This love is like a divinity.
~Night and Rain~ 19
The stars are always out at night,
With the moon the sky is bright,
And with the clouds in the sky,
The light there and then becomes shy,
And hides behinds its shroud,
And the sounds become loud,
And then it begins to rain,
And life in forests begin again.
~In Chains~ 20
Misery in stories unspoken,
Trading lives for just one token,
After the deal is closed and done,
You just sold a life under a burning sun.
~Holy Tome~ 21
In life there is a sacred tome,
Is not hidden in cave nor dome,
You find this book in a simple place,
Always bearing the same face,
But yet you see what isn't said,
Because of the story you've just read.
~Just~ 22
Push the boundaries, Pull the seams
Just to see the strength of dreams,
Just keep playing with my heart,
Just to see it fall apart.
~Lost~ 23
All the time I want to scream,
I cant even see my own dream,
I wish and wish with all my might,
That I might find myself tonight.
~Torn~ 24
Hearts are torn, hearts are dead,
Her name is always in my head,
She can be my remedy,
Even if she does not love me.
~Still Live~ 25
I shall live solitary,
I will exist momentarily,
When the sun is fully eclipsed,
I will live to reminisce,
The loves I've had and loves I've lost,
And love I wish never crossed
~After the Dark~ 26
Forever I stand, broken inside,
I shall remain even though all else died,
Even after all the dark,
I still find her in my heart.
~Love her always?~ 27
Does she hate, Does she love?
Is this all put up above,
I wonder if I'll be alone,
Even when I'm in my home.
I wonder when it will rise,
Or if the love needs sacrifice.
~Heart Still Beating~ 28
Heart still beating I lay alive,
I live for that which I will strive,
And love leads me astray,
Hopefully not to my dismay,
I can live in harmony,
And all in someones memory.
~Exists No Longer~ 29
I am naught, I am dread,
All the inside is all dead.
Everything you think you see,
Is an illusion of the old me.
If I could go to a time past,
I would go to that time fast.
A time when I could have been stronger,
But that man Exists no longer.
~Spirit of Soldiers~ 30
In tears of loved ones that shall fall,
We see reflections of us all,
We died so that they live on,
And they all breaking into song,
Through the wars in which we wrought,
All Soldiers hear are gunshots,
We depend on our warriors thus,
They live, They fight, They die for us,
~A Beautiful Place~ 31
This beautiful place,
On beautiful days,
All is always worth the fight,
And we will get through with our life,
Even through all the hate,
I can still appreciate,
All of the wonderful grace,
Of this forever beautiful place.
~War's Scorn~ 32
War afar, war astray,
But the people get in the way,
If one dies by the end of the day,
All the world will turn to gray,
The war will end and all will mourn,
The life gone because of war's scorn.
~Learn~ 33
Now its finally your turn,
Now it is your time to learn,
The time to stand up for yourself,
So you wont be put on a shelf.
~Found me~ 34
See you, Remember me?
From the dream or fantasy?
From when all of the lights went dim,
You walked forward on a whim,
Looking for some company,
And in that darkness you found me.
~Marching Forward~ 35
Marching forward aimlessly,
Looking for a remedy?
Searching for a purpose past?
Running from a place more ghast?
Looking learning everywhere,
Always avoiding every snare,
Trying not to fall apart,
But the remedy is in your heart.
~I Tell You~ 36
I tell you that I am me,
I tell you I'm not crazy,
I tell you I will make it better,
That I will be here for you forever,
Never leave and never die,
And you know the reason why.
Even though it seems above you,
I tell you I truly love you
~A Greater Love~ 37
We search for what we know lies above,
We can find that greater love,
A love in which I lend my life,
And it is found without the strife.
~Death's Gift~ 38
A legend of all stories told,
Of when all of the souls are sold,
For this story lies no repth,
For the buyer is named Death,
Do not fear the final fate,
For it brings you to heaven's gate.
~Love me, Love me not~ 39
In your hands lies my heart,
You could choose to tear apart,
In my hand lies the pen,
I write this from within my den,
I wait for someone to go above,
And say "To you I give my Love"
~# 40~ 40
Forty poems from my heart,
When I love or fell apart,
I wrote until I was worn,
Writing of love and war's scorn,
Forty poems I wrote at night,
Forty poems of dark and light,
If everyone has a legacy,
Then let THIS be my memory.
~Ashes Remain~ 41
If all the world is already wrought,
When malice is what our wars brought,
The love far gone and long far dead,
The happiness is in your head,
When ashes remain and headstones fall,
War will devour us all.
~Love Heals~ 42
If love is what can save a life,
Pull a burning heart from strife,
Help a puppet off the strings,
And free the caged bird who only sings,
Help the hurt and save the broken,
And heal the others with the words spoken,
If love can help us all go free,
Then I hope I find the love for me.
~Parade of Hearts~ 43
A parade of broken hearts,
All the people who fell apart,
They loved, lost and marched on,
Marched on into the morning sun,
They went and found some company,
Some of them even found me,
All of those people live their lives,
But notice now there's nothing inside,
I wont be part of that charade,
And so I march in this parade.
~Arctic~ 44
Frozen, barren and without life,
All the dead died in strife,
In the end was waste of hand,
Changing forest into wasteland
All of the frozen air burns,
And causes the winds to turn,
Bringing life into the land,
This is an act of a lords hand
~Knight~ 45
I promise to be her shield,
Even with wounds unhealed,
I promise to be her knight,
Even when she seems alright,
I will protect her from the horde,
With any gun or sword,
After all in the world is right,
I shall live to be her knight.
~Oath~ 46
The lust, the love, all the hearts,
Stay together so we don't fall apart,
Heal the broken, break the healed,
Help all those who see how we feel,
We live, we laugh, we trust
We escape all previous lust,
Protecting the weak and guarding forever,
When will we give up? Never.
This we say without a choke,
This, I swear, Is my Oath
~Friends All Night~ 47
The times we cry,
The times we try,
All of our memories,
And all of the energy,
We cried and laughed,
And even crashed,
All night long just friends.
We stay awake but sleeping inside,
After all of those stupid things we tried,
We played and laughed and joked all night,
Watch movies for the thrill of fright,
Waiting for the sun to rise,
But it never came to my surprise,
All night long again.
~Remember Us~ 48
Love and life a not forgotten,
Even after mind and body rotten,
Life and love will always be,
Spoken to save memories,
All our friends and family,
Met the goal of finality,
A great gate which we all pass,
A life that was gone too fast,
Life and death are intertwined,
Yet when we die the children whine,
Save the hearts of people not gone,
And remember the ones who have passed on.
~Past Me~ 49
The things I say, The things I do,
All can be traced back to you,
All of those lies you've spoken,
And then my heart became broken,
All was fine but all was foul,
Evil hidden under good cowl,
You lied about what was to be,
And did so to your misery.
~Half-Soul~ 50
Half empty, Half full,
A hollow hull,
A ship with holes,
All our half-souls,
A love forgotten,
A hope that's rotten,
All among half eaten souls,
The depression marks look like little bowls,
And time passes still and slow,
We stay awake but sleep below,
All with living half-souls.
~Alive~ 51
I lay bleeding but still alive,
The gunshot stole what I needed to strive,
One fool who hated got a gun,
He walked to school in a morning sun,
He stood in hallways and gunned us down,
Just because they made him frown,
I lay alive and I'm still bleeding,
My heart is still just barely beating,
The moral of the story is,
Respect every being who ever lives.
~Nightmare's Wake~ 52
Every second I lie awake,
I feel every single muscle quake,
A rotted form of a bad dream,
Makes me always want to scream,
Even though it all seemed fair,
It really was a living nightmare,
I sat and stared as it all fell apart,
This one evil girl burned my heart.
~Graduation~ 53
A riot of amazing size,
A bunch of kids on a high rise,
Alive and well they riot the halls,
It would be funny if one falls,
All laughing and ending their year,
It is most of their last time here,
A seniors laugh and playful trick,
We all fit into at least one clique,
All senior pranks for all to adhere,
All because its they're last year
~Stars and Moon~ 54
Stars at night all up and high,
They reach much further than our sky,
Going above until forever,
I wish that human were so clever,
To get to one others with life,
Build a ship with hammer and knife,
Saw and hit metal and wood,
Be a human that we never could,
Be one to go into that space,
Find another faraway place,
See all the different sights,
Look at all the spectral lights,
See the space and go to the moon,
But make sure you come back soon.
~My Gift~ 55
The days and night never end,
I've spent forever on these poems penned,
I hope you like what I've made,
I did it all without aid,
I wrote and got my feelings out,
And did it all beyond the doubt,
From love to war and slavery,
I wrote about soldiers bravery,
I wrote them all through and through,
These are all from me to you.
~The Truest Love~ 56
You can look for true love wherever you go,
When you find it you won't even know,
A heart will sing a symphony,
A love that lives eternally,
A dream that has just come true,
I hope I find one for me and you.
~Dream of Darkness~ 57
When shadows crawl in their wake,
They watch and wait for your mistake,
Waiting around they lie in the dark,
Waiting for someone to fall apart,
They feast on souls and flesh alike,
But they all perish in the light,
They wait forever in darkness serene,
Then I awake and know it's a dream.
~Secret Love~ 58
I love a girl who doesn't know,
I have feelings that wont show,
These thought are always in my head,
They keep awake when in my bed,
I love her so but is not told,
I'd give her my soul but it's already sold,
A world with her is never wrong,
I just hope she's never gone.
~Fragile~ 59
I'm a fragile soul in a violent world,
A quiet one without a word,
I'm a simple shell with few a need,
Lost in a world filled with greed,
The pain around us circulates,
From the abyss it resonates,
Keep the pain locked away,
You might just see the next day.
~Broken Glass~ 60
A heart is like a pane of Glass,
You don't see until it's scratched,
Everyone will just walk past,
Walk through the glass and it will smash,
The falling glass sounds like a harp,
And all the pieces will be sharp,
This glass will forever fall apart,
Just as if it were a broken heart.
~For You.. ~ 61
When tears fall and the world is gray,
For you and only I will stay,
To love and hold you in my arms,
Protect you from the darkest harms,
Stay the light within your heart,
No lies or hate tear it apart,
With care in hand I hold thee tight,
Keep the safe throughout the night.
~Alone and Sad~ 62
In a world full of ash,
I walk on streets of broken glass,
Alone and sad I see the sky,
Just as the rainclouds start to cry,
I sit here and I wait for you,
And I know you're lonely too,
To fix this pain there is no other,
I love both my sister and my brother.
~Misery World~ 63
I saw a world of you and me,
Not this world of misery,
A realm which held love of pure,
And that world seemed like a cure,
I wish that world would soon be true,
A world of both me and you,
Like a dream with you in arms,
Protect you from this world's harms,
Keep you here and warm with me,
Instead of this world of misery.
~Lavender Rose~ 64
I had some dreams,
Nightmares it seems,
Of a girl who had your name,
Her honest eyes were the same,
I laid with her in perfect bliss,
She stole my heart with a kiss,
Love bloomed into the dream,
But the view shattered in a scream,
A gray room entered the view,
And now I am without you,
Now I cannot even propose,
That you take this Lavender Rose.
~With You, My Love~ 65
Wouldn't it be perfectly ideal,
For me to make your dreams real?
The wonders of your mind,
coming true, the same as mine,
We could lay in the grass,
Watching all the clouds roll past,
Without the horrors of the town,
No hate from the ones around,
I would lift all your fears,
I would dry all your tears,
I'd be with you longer than a while,
All I ask is to see your smile...
~Sebastian~
Simple am I,
Easy to be,
Beating the time,
Always to see,
Strangely it seems,
Trying so hard,
I'm tearing the seams,
And falling apart,
Never am I alone.
Deep down I know,
Only I show,
Why I will always love you.
© Sebastian Dow 2009 - 2011